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The majority (almost 80%) recovers with one to two rounds of Flagyl or Vancocin, but an unlucky small percentage does not and can suffer for months. Everyone eventually recovers, however, unless other factors are involved such as advanced age or other severehealth problems. If antibiotics contributed to your C diff, be careful about aking them again. (See CDI - Antibiotics). Some people can tolerate them without a problem; some develop C diff again. (See Dr. Barody's article). For further information see http://www.peggymemorial.org
or peggymemorial on Facebook. Also thre is more information on The Mayo Clinic website.
Sorry that the medications don't seem to be working for you. There are a few doctors who are listed in the doctors section here. One is in Oregon. I will send you a pm with some other information, so check your pm messages.